You know, just let yourself feel. You may never find closure but that is ok. You are feeling. Some never find it! Trust me that life is profoundly hard sometimes.  At the end of it all you will reflect on your life and those you have loved. You may do nothing more than cry; you may fade into a black but god, at least you had it....you felt it. Good luck. I hope that you find it again!


This song enters into you without effort. I love music like that!